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I have seen the movement of the sinews of the sky
And the blood coursing in the veins of the moon
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Created on 2009-06-16 05:37:55 (#20636168), last updated 2009-11-18
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Basic Info| Name: | Tristesses De La Lune |
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| Birthdate: | 1981-03-16 |
| Website: | The Bones Of Infant Dreams |
Bio
i am a 28 year old pisces woman (of Blackfoot/Irish/German/Scottish/French Canadian descent) who was raised in New England and now lives in Toronto. i miss the ocean and the mountains, but i have a mild contentment with the city i live in. thankfully i live in a beautiful apartment right by the lake. it makes the city life a bit more bearable. i am not a huge fan of hordes of people. lots of people generally mean more drugs and violence. i am happiest when i am away from such things. however, Toronto has a lot to offer culturally, and that makes me happy.i moved here to be with the man i love. two months later, we were married! we've been married since March 2nd of 2005. each and every year gets better, and we fall even more in love with each other each and every day. my love life is nothing short of a fairy tale :)
we have 4 furry kids - a beautiful female cat named Key Key and 2 gorgeous male cats named Rusty & Reilly. we also have an adorable black chinchilla named Ukariah. we plan on starting a family of our own in a few years time :)
i attended college in Manchester, NH & Salem, MA; where i studied abnormal psychology, social deviancy, photography and environmental conservation.
my hobbies include photography (wild life/nature/urban exploration - especially abandoned insane asylums and haunted houses) and poetry. i also involve myself in environmental conservation and animal rights. i consider myself an amateur naturalist and an eco-pagan. i like to know what's going on in the world, which is probably why i prefer watching the news over other tv programs. or why i like to read non fiction over fiction. i am a firm believer that knowledge is power, so i involve myself in anything politically that i stand for.
i enjoy being in nature. i am most happy taking nature walks with my husband. we have become very interested in learning about the local wild life here.
we're firm supporters in protecting snow leopards and wolves. we also donate to as many organizations as we can regarding conservation, and help The Toronto Zoo with their Frog Watch and Turtle Tally programs.
i am a very spiritual person. i consider myself to be Goddessian - one who believes in a Goddess rather then a God. my beliefs are very eclectic, ranging from Hinduism to Buddhism to Paganism - etc. i am a practicing witch and a follower of the belief that everything we do/say is interconnected and sacred. i do my best to bring only positive energy into the world. and i am very respectful of other's beliefs, as long as they don't condemn mine.
i have a strong affinity towards native cultures. i have advanced knowledge in the fields of astrology, eastern philosophy, totem medicine, demonology, cryptozoology, shamanism, mythology, paranormal psychology, reiki healing (human and animal), various types of divination, crystal healing and aromatherapy. i also firmly believe in faeries, as well as a few other supernatural things most people would scoff at.
i am also a researcher of primal, tribal and taboo cultures, especially concerning funeral rites, feral children, cannibalism, blood and fire rituals and festivals of the dead. i am fascinated with abnormal psychology and the dark side of the human psyche, especially concerning murder and genocide. a few murderers i have done extensive research on are Josef Mengele, Albert Fish and Elizabeth Bathory.
i am also a collector of art, books and films of the horror/macabre genre. i also love all things halloween related. i'm a bit of a spooky junkie, if you will.
i keep my circle of friends very small. i generally don't like most people, as i have very high standards and expectations of people. i prefer to only be around morally sound people, happy people, people who have their shit together and don't carry their emotional baggage on their sleeves. i used to let a lot of things and people get me down, but i have adopted a more positive outlook on life and prefer to have similar minded people in my life. i dislike negativity and cruelty. and i push it away the second it presents itself in my life.
i am not a snob by any means, i just know what i want in my life, and what i don't. life is so much easier this way :)
i am an extremely open minded person. many of my family members are gay, including my father. i am also bisexual myself. i am a firm supporter of gay rights.
i consider myself quite liberal politically. when i am able to vote in Canada, i will belong to the NDP party. i am a firm supporter of human rights, and i dislike most conservative ideas and agendas.
i am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. i am also diagnosed with social and generalized anxiety disorder. i was heavily medicated when i was younger, which caused a lot of health and weight problems. i also attempted suicide when i was 23 years old. i have gone through a lot as a young child and teenager. i still have a long way to go regarding my mental illnesses, but i am dealing with it the best i can.
i blog a lot. most of my family and friends are back in New England, so this is the easiest way i can keep them up to date with what is going on in my life. and a lot is always going on! my husband i like to fill our week-ends with as much fun as we can fit in. :)
basically, i am an all around strange girl.
SHE EMITTED
A COLD RADIANCE
THAT MADE ALL
WHO LOVE HER
LEAVE HER ALONE.
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videos . photography . poetry
battered states of euphoria
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visual stimulation . textual inspiration . musical adoration
the bones of infant dreams
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skellytoons: anything cartoon related that has a dark or sinister element to it - be it ghosts or goblins or witches or, yes, dancing skeletons ;)
spookymusic: for all lovers of Halloween/spooky music :)
macabre_fabrica: art, photography, and films of the horror genre.
videos . photography . poetry
battered states of euphoria
:love:
visual stimulation . textual inspiration . musical adoration
the bones of infant dreams
communities i maintain:
skellytoons: anything cartoon related that has a dark or sinister element to it - be it ghosts or goblins or witches or, yes, dancing skeletons ;)spookymusic: for all lovers of Halloween/spooky music :)macabre_fabrica: art, photography, and films of the horror genre. ConnectInterests (150):
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